I miss big load...

My husband will be away from me for a few days. Suddenly, it felt empty and cold... 🏠 The only thing keeping me warm now is this souvenir from our last, hot night. I look at this photo and still feel his warm gifts slowly flowing down my curves... ☺️ I miss that feeling of heaviness and fullness so much. Do you think it's rude of me that instead of missing him over dinner, I keep thinking about what happened in the bedroom? And you... what would you suggest to make these lonely evenings go by faster? 😉