Does BJ by men makes me gay

I want to ask you something guys. im straight 100% guy who has a lot of fetishev and the bigest one is sucking oral blowjob rimini domination. All good. Now i have two gay budies who like to always when we are alone suck my cock and trust me i have org@sm with them i dont wamt to say now i. dont want. more just this no sex good forbid that i put cock in my mouth, 🥴is this normal