Being the way I am, and having to take my life day by day. Even minute by minute sometimes. It just is what it is. People will always judge me, but I've learned to live with it. (To a certain point I guess. ) I make my random NSFW stuff and then the other SFW stuff. Why? Because I enjoy doing it, and I live in a town where I don't know anyone to hang out with. If people do hang out with me, they end up judging me eventually anyways. I realize I'm a loner now, and forever will be. The interwebs will have to keep me company when I'm bored or need to satisfy myself. Oh shit, what makes everything better? Yea, medication and a lot of acceptance of myself. A lot of accepting that I may just be a strange lady that people can admire from a distance but never really wanna admire close up or for any meaningful amount of time. Hence, "one day at a time. " 😉