I find comfort in being alone, dressing in my feminine style, showing off my body, and feeling feminine. I've tried meeting men before, but unfortunately, I didn't find what I was looking for. That's why I want to meet someone who has the qualities I'm searching for.
I feel feminine and experience sexual arousal when I masturbate. I ejaculate without any hesitation. I've never experienced or felt this way with anyone before. That's why I haven't met anyone in over three years. I always find myself alone, wearing sexy lingerie and underwear, and taking sex videos and pictures.